History not Hate

Introductory comments.   What started as my usual whimsical post, as one of my neighbors calls my writing, this one on the Civil War and Posey Brown's Cabin became a little dark, quickly.  How do you describe the events of a major destructive war in an area of the south where families had differences of beliefs and livelihood. Life was hard and poverty was rampant in an economic divide between the property rich and farming poor, slaves and owners, educated and uneducated.  Besides my usual background research, more extensive than usual, I interviewed local residents, conversed with neighbors, former residents who descended from both slaves and owners, and members associated with the Sons of the Confederacy and Daughters of the Confederacy.  I also drew on informal conversations with day laborers and local tradesmen helping on the restoration of the cabin.  There is still a divide on the causes of the Civil War that continues in a thread to the politics of today.  And yet, it is a peaceful community and changing quickly as outsiders move into a growing resort and retirement community. I especially want to thank William Franklin III of McDowell County for his great assistance in this effort regarding his family.  William is the great grandson of "Doc" Brown.  In 2019, he and his wife visited my front porch at Posey Brown's cabin. Since then he has shared family records, photographs and responded to numerous questions.  Any embellishment of the story is my own.  Otherwise, names are withheld out of a concern for personal privacy. Comments and corrections are always welcome. 
Part 1: The Stained Glass Window
Part 2: Civil War Around Posey Brown's Cabin
Part 3: The Tale of Two Mountain Men and Posey Brown
Part 4: To Fly or Not to Fly, Bluebellies, Yankees and Rebels

History Not Hate 1 of 4. The Stained Glass Window


Stained Glass Window with a Confederate Insignia/Chevron, made by former owner Dan Daniel John Marcone

A stained glass window seemed out of place in Posey Brown’s Cabin, by maybe 150 years. It was more decorative than functional. Hidden from the dirt road by a thick spruce with roots pushing against the foundation, little light came into the main cabin with its low 6′ 6″ ceiling, unlike the scenic windows and vaulted ceilings of modern day vacation homes made of milled logs and lumber.

What could have been a cozy respite felt more like a damp cave. The fireplace was not functional and only two small lamps with tattered cords illuminated the low rafters, hard pine and hand hewn logs sculpted with a hand axe. The stain glassed window was a historical challenge. Uncover shadowed artifacts and one might discover an ancient lived history. I started with the stained-glass window and uncovered from there.

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Grandma Turtle

Grandma Turtle. Photo: Corbitt, 2020

I lay on the ground in the front yard of Posey Brown’s Cabin on Pheasant Street–an old white man of 70, long-haired, gray-headed and bearded, imagining the birth of earth around the cabin.


Long before, some of you will remember, long ago–but not too long ago, before the cell phone, the television, certainly before the computer and the Internet, we would lie on the summer earth wrapped in her warmth, gazing at the sky above.  There was an unfolding drama of magical history that repeats itself, blue and cold, warm and swimming–swirling, cyan, pink, and cobalt. The sun, moon and stars, even planets bright, looked upon us wee–even atom-sized–creatures. Directed by an invisible and magical hand, clouds, light and fluffy, dark and stormy, moving swift and others crawling, began to compete, criss-crossing above our recumbent selves. [1] It is an old story. One told in variations and recorded both in oral tradition and written in sacred writings around the world–how the earth was formed.

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St. George and The Bear Hunt

St. George of Riverbend

Thou shalt have a resident holy man–priest/rabbi/imam–who will represent the values of the community at all times.” That is what it says. I know. I am as surprised as you. Who puts a biblical/sacred commandment in the agreements of a community organization. Don’t believe me? Check it out under Article XI of the Riverbend Owners Association, Page 4, Paragraph 5. And wait, did we vote on that? Article or not, we do have a Saint George of Riverbend.

Evidence 1. St. George, our resident holy man, chops wood for a hobby and gives it away to neighbors so they are prepared for winter. Evidence 2. He volunteers for everything. Evidence 3. He dresses up as Santa and the Easter Bunny. Who does that! But wait. There is one more piece of evidence to come.


This past summer St. George, who lives in a cabin on Cougar Alley, delivered a load of wood to my place.

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A Pilgrimage to Sacred Ground

The Context

In the beginning of time, the Cherokee creation myth explains, the great raptor buzzard flapped his broad wings over the flat earth in what is now northern Georgia, western North Carolina and Tennessee. Flying here and there, the aeronautic force cracked the earth to create the great mountains, deep valleys and flowing waters of Appalachia. The Broad and Catawba rivers, among others, flowed and fell in cascading waters. Mountain streams bubbled up from the ground, then skipped and jumped the rocky and sandy beds down to join them in their journey to the coast. 

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The Kindness Conspiracy

Bird Feeder Gift

You got to love Riverbend south, where life takes a slow turn. Over the past years we have experienced such generosity and reciprocity of kindness. We share tools, help with small projects, give advice (whether we want it or not), and generally just try to be nice to each other, even go 15 MPH–my pet peeve. So it was no surprise when I actually caught one of my neighbors on Pheasant sneaking up on my porch to leave us a hummingbird feeder. You know who you are. Thank you. It is working.

Conscious Earth: A flower is a flower, or is it?

Fall is a time of enhanced beauty. Leaves begin to turn colors. Acorns and seeds fall from the tall trees peppering the metal roof like gunshots. Acrobatic squirrels fly, leap and jump through the trees. And fall wildflowers spurt their last offering before sleeping through the winter.

On one of our morning walks with Zulu near the cabin, Vickie decided to collect wildflower blooms and press them in a book.  It was a return to her childhood project.  Along the way I photographed the flowers and plants: ferns, passion flowers and even the triennual blooming kudzu–that pervasive (an invasive) southern vine–the vine that ate the south.  Reviewing the photographs I could not have been more elated to find another face hiding in the forest.  It was a tiny Cotton-top Tamarin hiding in a Kudzu flower, and he was sticking his tongue out at me!  Why would I laugh and enjoy this so much?  Why would I see it in the first place?

I consider myself rational, a realist with a scientific worldview. Yet, having lived in and studied African cultures, and coming from a religious background that taught about the Holy Spirit and the power of prayer, I can appreciate a mystic, or spiritual worldview approach to life.  Especially, that there is a role for symbols, art, myths and legends within a broader cultural context. It is an ancient approach to spirituality common to ancient religions, including Christianity, Islam, Hinduism and Buddhism.

If you were around in 1985 you might remember a popular song by Julia Gold, From a Distance, also recorded by Bette Midler.   The times were simpler then, filled with a somewhat naive hope for the future of our planet and the people who live in it. Julia Gold, in her words, “believes in an immanent and beneficent God” and “the song is about the difference between how things appear to be and how they really are.” It was not a religious song per se, though some interpreted it that way. 

A few of my conservative evangelical friends outwardly turned up their sacred noses because it didn’t mention Jesus; and my agnostic friends rolled their questioning eyes at the idea that if there was a god, why would god even care what goes on in a world of free will where we make all the decisions about our world anyway.  

I was living in Africa at the time and as a musician I thought it was a nice little melody–relaxing.  What caught my attention were the words of the refrain, “God is watching us.”  To my African friends this was entirely possible since the physical world was not the real world and it was often in the dream world that conflicts were resolved with mediating ancestors.  

My own Scots-Irish background and the Celtic idea of a thin space, where the sacred appears in the mundane, has started to make more sense, especially during late summer walks in Riverbend–where life takes a slow turn–especially if you are looking.

My goddaughter, who is of Irish, West African and American Indigenous ancestry, is quite open to non-western approaches to life and spirituality. We sometimes discuss the topic of the conscious earth–“a global unity of consciousness, a thinking sphere circling the Earth above the biosphere, which [would comprise all] human reflection, conscious souls, and love.” The Noosphere, as the Jesuit Priest de Chardin called it, is inclusive of [now] the virtual global Internet, as well as the collective healing–or survival–of nature, and possibly a communication between them.  Imagine the collective plant world communicating and mutating themselves for survival. Or, the fires, drought, winds and rain deciding to chase away unruly humans. 

I have embraced the view of divine and natural play in the world as Jürgen Moltmann expressed in his Theology of Play in 1972.  He proposed that those of us from the protestant work ethic ilk, worked with obsession and had lost the joy of life and need for play. All work and no play made Nathan a dull boy. Yet at 70 and in retirement, I get it.  God is at play, and plays in the world.

I get that the world has immense problems.  We, as a conscious earth, animals and plants, are collectively working out our future.  Not everyone is so hopeful, as Harari expressed in the afterward to his book, Sapiens (an interesting book, by the way):

We have advanced from canoes to galleys to steamships to space shuttles – but nobody knows where we’re going. We are more powerful than ever before, but have very little idea what to do with all that power. Worse still, humans seem to be more irresponsible than ever. Self-made gods with only the laws of physics to keep us company, we are accountable to no one. We are consequently wreaking havoc on our fellow animals and on the surrounding ecosystem, seeking little more than our own comfort and amusement, yet never finding satisfaction. Is there anything more dangerous than dissatisfied and irresponsible gods who don’t know what they want?

Harari, Yuval Noah. Sapiens (p. 415).  Harper. Kindle Edition.

I am not so pessimistic.

I am an artist who in the past four years has expressed my creativity by restoring an old cabin that sits in the middle of a forest. As a lover of nature, and especially since spending hours on my front porch observing and reflecting on the beauty and life around me, the conscious and living forest and the historic peoples who inhabited it are coming alive to me. They present themselves to me in often surprising ways.

So, I am willing to play with the tamarin in the kudzu flower. Or, maybe it could well have been my eccentric father making a quick goofy face, as he so often did during serious moments, to see if he could make me lose my composure. He has visited me before in person and in my dreamworld. Don’t ask.

Cotton-top Tamirin in the Kudzu Flower

I can sum this up in the Shabbat Whistle of my friend David Shabot: “If we attribute amazing things in life to natural phenomena, we no longer recognize miracles.”  So maybe I’m not such a rational scientific worldview person after all. But I’m not giving up on science, either.

Ready for the Big Lift

Woohoo. Just passed inspection. Thanks to all my neighbors in Riverbend south who daily gave encouragement, to Mr. Fister and especially Aaron, our friend Vivian, my brother-in-law Johnny, my son-in-law and Mark, my grandson Evan, and of course Vickie who braved the copperhead and daily worry I was doing too much. And Greg Calton who kept me off the roof. The big lift is next. Project began April 17, 2020.

And it happened. Thanks to my son-in-law and neighbor Cody. Landscaping next.

Little People


Long before the settlers entered the Appalachians in the late 1700s the Cherokee Nation inhabited a vast swath of land from Georgia up through North Carolina, including the land where Posey Brown’s Cabin now sits. That is until gold was discovered and Andrew Jackson, an avid speculator, had most indigenous people removed from the area through the Indian Removal Act of 1830. It is known as the Trail of Tears.

There is a Cherokee legend that speaks of the Little People who live in the forest in rock caves, by the creeks and among the mountain laurel. Some are good souls and some just like to cause trouble. I often share this legend with visitors as we hike on Gibbs Creek or walk to the water catchment below the cabin. You can read about the legend here.

I was reminded of this legend on our morning walk when we discovered a mother and her children making their way down the road. We stopped, shared greetings, and reflected on the often sad history of our country.


Reptilian Justice Update

Husqy in front of the new barn

Okay, bear with me–some southern sarcasm/humor and a story about my lawn mower.

Four years ago when we started the renovation of Posey Brown’s cabin, I bought a self-propelled Husqvarna lawn mower. She is great. There is a lot of grass to mow. Recently, Husqy started sputtering and then shutting down. Dead. Or so I thought.

The grass is getting high. I asked our community group for recommendations and was prepared to take the mower to the repair shop. Then in the morning as I was about to load Husqy in the back of my truck I thought, ‘let me take one last desperate try.” I pulled the cord.

In my undergraduate days at Mars Hill College I would travel weekly to Spruce Pine, NC on Sundays. Along the way we would pass a snake handling church–yes, they exist. or existed. (you can view reports of these on YouTube.)

I reflected on their theological position that extrapolates a single biblical verse as the foundation for a worship practice. “They will be able to handle snakes with safety, and if they drink anything poisonous, it won’t hurt them. They will be able to place their hands on the sick, and they will be healed.” Mark 16:18ff. No, I do not hold to this position, but the verse came to me and gave me pause.

I handled a serpent the day before (okay, I shot it first), I drank poison (okay, wine is as poison as it gets) and I experienced a miracle. I laid hands on my broken lawnmower. My lawnmower started and I was able to mow the entire yard without a pause.

What a great day! The lessons. Clean up where the snakes live. Clean your lawnmower’s air filter. Enjoy a glass of wine. And please drive 15 MPH as you enjoy the scenery in Riverbend South. 😜